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Thursday, 20 January 2011

  • I'm stupid

    I catch myself tearing over you sometimes, and lately that’s all I’ve been doing. These tears last a couple of seconds sometimes even minutes but after awhile the tears go away. I miss who you use to be before you decided to walk away from me. I know you were young but the words you told me stayed in my heart and now I can’t let go. It’s stupid I know but a piece of my heart told me you were different even when I knew you were the same. I didn’t think I’d miss you but somehow I do, and it’s not who you are now but who you were before when we barely started talking. I can’t see myself with anyone else at least not now, and it’s sad. I’m just a stupid girl right now.

Sunday, 31 January 2010

  • it's funny how you think you know a person but then they turn out to be someone you never thought they'd be then they apologize for what they've done & you never forgive them.

    i hate:
    how people say their always going to be there for you but in reality you know that they won't.
    how people insist on saying i promise & you can trust me but they betray your trust.
    how people say their always going to be there but then they choose someone over you.
    how people lie just to get people to trust them then when they get the trust they tell the world their secrets.
    people do anything just to get secrets but don't do anything when the friendship is at stake

    i just wonder why people do this is it to gain self confidence or to ruin people's life because being like this doesn't get you anywhere in life honestly it doesn't what does it prove that your a lieing bastard or that your fake because i don't see the good part in being like this & why am i writing this because i've had people like this in my life & im so tired of dealing with people like this that's why i don't even talk to them i know why hold grudges against people but im not there's just people i can never have in my life anymore because of the whole trust issue.
    one thing i learned about life trust doesn't exist.

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